Another question form my Heart...

Will I ever find someone who love me,and accept me for who I am. Embraced my weakness and never make fun of me? and will I ever be a good wife to whoever it is that destined to be my other half? I know my taste for guys are high. I want a perfect guy when there is none in the world. Luckily, even though I never been in a relationship with a guy, god help me understand the relationship . HE guide me and show me what kind of men I am befriend with and He send me angels in the form of my friends to tell me the pain, anger and happiness in a relationship. Thank You God.... 

Maybe I am not ready for this stuff.... I ask my friend once, why is it that it is weird when I said I don't wanna get married. She said, god doesn't like it. And I ask her why there is people who are not married die? And my friend said, well,  because god had prepared angels in heaven for them and that their love one, their other half no longer exist in this world. hehe..just a silly conversation .. There is a reason for everything. I am not qualify to ask. But it is human nature to be curious about this kind of stuff. I don't want to end up with no one to love or end up desperate for love that I fall for the wrong guy. I don't want my life to be like ...someone I know. Scared..