Love mantra

 Its something you must encounter in life. When you love someone, you have to let them be happy even if it means letting them go. And I am letting go. Of my past and I am suppose to be glad because my prayer been heard. He has found someone who is nice, caring and perfect enough to be with him.

I am glad, but i can't help from feeling a little bit sad because I know I will never find mine. Looking at people around me makes me feel lonely. But I hide it pretty well huh... happy face, smiles and being crazy. Love never work for me. When I love someone, that someone will be taken away from me.I can't go through the sadness of being left behind. Not by my family, not by my own friends. I just can't. I really wish that someday, that someone I love will come and seek me in the sea of people , the madness of world and accept the imperfection of me among perfect people. I know I am being emo again. Not to mention disgusting. haha.. hm.. wherever you are, I'll be waiting and please this time, make me the happiest person on earth and able to trust people again.