Okay, Its the time for me to evaluate my life after a semester here. Here goes;
So, things turn out okay. I met people. Talk.. and make some new friends. Hm.. but it doesn't mean that I am not lonely. Sure, I induced myself night after night till morning with loud musics, animes, youtube and articles after articles on variety subjects. God knows where i get the time to read all those wonders in the world.Truth was and always been, I am lonely. I am lonely when I got here and even when I am about to leave this place, I am still lonely.
Its just empty. My life is empty.
- karina
- To tell you the truth. I am a bad person. I did wrong and never seems to change. I often envy others and often want something but not doing anything to get it. Yeah!! you can say I am lazy. It is hard for me socialize in real life and to make matter worse ,I hate to be told on what to do but I also depend on it as me myself incapable of making my own decision. I wish life can be less complicated but I have been on a bumpy ride along the way and knew first hand it never gonna happen. I read somewhere that easy life are full dull people. I guess I want to be dull. Ironically, I embrace challenge in form of flying fox, motor cross but most of all kayaking. I am 20 something but my brain still haven't progress the way it should be. Maturely. This blog is my life event and most of it may be ridiculously self center and painfully dull. Wink..wink..
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