They came to us last week. After lunch that is. And I can't help noticing his Edward Cullen hairstyle. Somehow, he is different from the 'he' that I know. Different from where we met. Can't take my eyes off him but i have too. Else it would be too obvious.
But somehow, remembering him makes me depressed even more. Since he doesn't like me, like me. Hahaha.... I'm getting myself confuse. I am an example of a person who just cannot accept the fact that people don't like me. Its like a cycle actually, some guy will come and give that ' i am interested in you' attitude and after several months move on with another girl. What do they think I am??
Good think I learn fast and from experience in high school too. Too never trust anyone. So bye-bye.! Adios Amiga.
- karina
- To tell you the truth. I am a bad person. I did wrong and never seems to change. I often envy others and often want something but not doing anything to get it. Yeah!! you can say I am lazy. It is hard for me socialize in real life and to make matter worse ,I hate to be told on what to do but I also depend on it as me myself incapable of making my own decision. I wish life can be less complicated but I have been on a bumpy ride along the way and knew first hand it never gonna happen. I read somewhere that easy life are full dull people. I guess I want to be dull. Ironically, I embrace challenge in form of flying fox, motor cross but most of all kayaking. I am 20 something but my brain still haven't progress the way it should be. Maturely. This blog is my life event and most of it may be ridiculously self center and painfully dull. Wink..wink..
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