Winning and losing an epitome of life

Life took an unexpected turn. Guess what?? We won first place in aerobic competition. Yay!! After an embarrassing defeat last semester. We finally able to win this thing. Anyway, there's pictures of course but I don't have it with me. It is mainly in my Facebook account.hehehe...  But in all, I am so happy that this time, my friends come and cheer for us. the atmosphere are also different although the level we're in are different from the last competition. I can't help but feeling that we are competing against such a low level of performance. In SAF. There are a lot of other competitors and their moves are more sharp than us. Huhu.... But I love aerobic. Sure, when our turn came I am sooo nervous. But when i am at the centre of the ring. All those nervousness gone. And the music just flow into mind mind. I didn't even think or look at  my friends who were there. Everyone just blends in. The audiences and the judges. The feeling was great.  Well, right now, after the competition my leg are still injured. I couldn't even jump w/o feeling any pain. It hurt but I made my decision to do it till the end right and the winning worth the pain. My mum and dad doesn't really care much about it. They only care about my studies. Sooo sad. I can't really convey to them or share with them my fear, my worries and my joy. It is useless. All they say was that this is just a temporary thing. And I shouldn't focus too much on it (the day b4 the competition). I hate them for it. They never support anything that I like and love to do. And yet I still make the effort to study things that they wanted me to study and do what they wanted me to do. Why can't I go against them?? One answer. I am too stupid.