True to the subject matter. I'm in the position where I am confusing myself with the obvious. Loving the fact that I have friends and loving the fact that I love them. But what happen when your love becomes more than it suppose to be? Fact, I cannot lose someone I love like members of my family.
The inevitable truth is that if things goes the way it is, I would not be able to do what I am suppose to do. Its all a bit jumbled up. I know, but it makes perfect sense to me. So, leave me please my dearest love side. Its not that I hate you but rather that I wanted to be emotionless once more. When all thing aren't that complicated.
- karina
- To tell you the truth. I am a bad person. I did wrong and never seems to change. I often envy others and often want something but not doing anything to get it. Yeah!! you can say I am lazy. It is hard for me socialize in real life and to make matter worse ,I hate to be told on what to do but I also depend on it as me myself incapable of making my own decision. I wish life can be less complicated but I have been on a bumpy ride along the way and knew first hand it never gonna happen. I read somewhere that easy life are full dull people. I guess I want to be dull. Ironically, I embrace challenge in form of flying fox, motor cross but most of all kayaking. I am 20 something but my brain still haven't progress the way it should be. Maturely. This blog is my life event and most of it may be ridiculously self center and painfully dull. Wink..wink..
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