Breaking Dawn

I finally break this week. Crying non stop for 3 days straight. Even go to counselor to find out what my problem is. But then, he couldn't help me out. I'm frustrated cuz, i just want to end this. This unsettled feelings. He said I am on the right track. There is nothing wrong with me. But then, why on earth I cried so hard..??? I decided not to see him again. Because I don't really know if he knows what is going on with me. I don't even know myself and meeting him with the hope he can unveil what is it that been bothering me. Well, I still have to text him. Tell him I wouldn't need his test and all. That i will return his self motivation book. But I also should thank  him because now I felt like I should finish what I started. So maybe I will fail but that just not the case anymore. I have friends here. I am actually making friends. And I love them so much. They are different, more mature in a way and I also able to see that their concern for me wasn't biased at all. Alhamdulillah.